Sunday, January 15, 2006

Bear With Me…

The Bi-monthly site re-design is going on. I got bored tonight & wanted to make the site more “spring-y”. I know, I know…it’s a lot of purple. I’m working on it! I’m not too fond of the way the columns are set up either but I don’t have the time to play with it any longer. I’m exhausted.

I did some research on my dream from last night because it still bothers me that I dream of someone I was over a long time ago. I’ve found this from the Dream Dictionary at Spiritcommunity.com:

If you are being chased in a dream, maybe you are running away from or trying to escape those things that are frightening and unpleasant (possibly your own habits and negative behaviors). I also learned that it’s highly possible that I still haven’t learned to let go of the wounds I received during my relationship with BC or perhaps I haven’t learned my lessons from that relationship, even though I thought I had.

Either way, dreaming about him doesn’t mean that it’s a wish-fulfillment dream (well, strictly on a gutteral level it may be), it could simply be reliving memories, (the terror I felt could be considered accurate depending on what timeframe we’re talking about). Or maybe it’s just me trying to work out old issues again.

I don’t know, but I do know this. The number of men who read this page is fairly high so I’m sure I bored the hell out of you with my therapist-in-a-box diagnosis. It’s just that it’s bothered the hell out of me all day.

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